I hate Saturday nights. Bakit? Kasi parang tinetest ang self control ko. Pero ngayong gabi I’m putting my foot down and I’m not doing whatever it is that I’m thinking of doing. Sabi ko sa kanya, “Maging masungit ka na lang kasi sa akin para mas madali.” Syempre, tinawanan lang ako. Aisshhh. Stop stop stop.
Ito po ako at nagba-blog na lang at nagsesenti sa mga opm songs hehehe. Kelangan ko talaga mag-aral kasi may exam ako sa Lunes pero pahinga muna kasi galing lang sa biyahe. Alam ko na talaga dati na…
reading on the bus + empty stomach = hilo
…pero wala pa ring kadala-dala. Maya ulit ako review. Nagkakaroon na nga ako ng left-sided chest pains kakabasa ata tungkol sa heart. Sabi ko kanina sa dinner, “Magkaka-heart attack yata ako.” Tinawanan lang ako ng Papa ko. Parang lahat ng tao ngayon tinatawanan na lang ako. Ewan ko ba.
Simula ng pumasok ako sa nursing school nakaramdam na ako ng -
1. tingling sa paa, frequent urinations - kala ko may diabetes ako at nakakaranas na ako ng neuro- and nephropathy. Guilty ako kasi ang lala ng sweet tooth ko. Pero ngayon bihira na ako kumain ng chocolate. Promise.
2. nahihirapan ako lumunok - feeling ko may esophageal cancer ako, takot ako kasi mabilis daw mamatay.
3. iniisip ko nga kung may fracture ako sa shin kasi sumasakit minsan.
4. shortness of breath and palpitations - for various reasons, depende sa nangyayari, like anxiety, panic, nervousness, stress.
5. naisip ko nga na baka nastretch na masyado ang bituka ko kaya malaki ang tiyan ko (katakawan hehehe) kasi may napanuod ako sa TV about a museum ng weird medical stuff na may lalaki na may ganung condition. I don’t know if the previous sentence even makes sense.
6. Minsan isang gabi akala ko may scabies (aka galis) ako sa kaliwang kilay hehehe. Kasi sabi mas nararamdam siya sa gabi na parang gumagapang sa ilalim ng balat kasi nakaburrow sa ilalim ng balat yung mga scabies tapos sa gabi sila nangitngitlog. Pag kinakamot ko nawawala tapos bumabalik tapos ilang beses ako naghilamos ayaw pa rin umalis. Hanggang nakalimutan ko na lang siguro nawala na din.
Dahil pala sa scabies na yan may nalaman akong mga bagong word etymologies:
Nitpicking - To be concerned with or find fault with insignificant details.
Di ba yung anak ng mga lice ang tawag nits eh di kapag nagtatanggal ka ng mga lisa di ba attention to small details talaga yun hehehe. Thus the word nitpicking. Makes sense. This is according to wikipedia, if I remember correctly.
Cooties - body louse
Webster.com etymology: perhaps modification of Malay kutu (pwede din Tagalog kuto hehehe)
Bago ko po tapusin ang aking post na walang direksiyon, walang totoong topic, at wala sa ayos. Kanta muna tayo ng If You Asked Me To, MYMP version. Love the song. Galing ni Juris.
Gracey, I think na-post mo na to dati. Pagaya na lang
Drove to your house in the hills
Where I wanted to be
The lights were all on
And I knew you were waiting for me
And that road became familiar
Like the mystery shape of your heart
CHORUS And I know you loved me in your way
I’m looking forward to looking back on these days
And I’m fine but I’m not okay
I’m looking forward to looking back on these days
The fog in the morning clouded the world that we knew It was almost enough being lonely and living for you
And the rain came to our window
And I wish I could have stayed
CHORUS
Let it go
Let it go sunshine
Now you know
Now you know its time
Its time
You were asleep while I gathered my things in the dark
The burns on my fingers were all that was left of the spark
Didn’t want to wake you
Cause I knew I couldn’t say
*** Ring ***
FV: Hello?
CP: Hello.
FV: O Kumusta?
CP: Ok lang…BAT MO SINAGOT?!?!
FV: Ano? Bat ka tumawag?
CP: Wala gusto ko lang…Pero dapat di mo sinagot…
FV: Eh ano ba talagang gusto mo? (Nainis na ata)
CP: Kahit ano… Nagkuwentuhan pa sila at nagpaalaman na.
Tapos iiyak-iyak.Parang tanga.Nababaliw na talaga siya.
Rule: List all the names you were called by and the people who call you that. Tag at least 5 members of your contacts and give a comment on their site for them to know they’ve been tagged.
Loreta - my real name, which I hate. I don’t know how many times I’ve asked my Pops why I had to be given such an old-fashioned name hehehe. Would I change it? No. I don’t want to go through the trouble of dealing with documents and whatnot.
- My Ma calls me this when she’s angry.
- Instructors and classmates (here and back home) call me by this name. Also, hospital folks, the staff and patients, where we do our clinicals.
- A friend from nursing school, like in a warning tone or when she’s being strict with me hehehe…
Lorie - family, friends, folks who are more than casual acquaintances, people at work, neighbors in Manila.
Lors - family, friends, neighbors. Mostly I hear this when I’m in the Philippines or when I’m on the phone with family back home. The (s) at end of the name is a Filipino thing.
Lor - coworkers (main office and nightshift folks), friends and classmates here in US.